If I were to say a prayer… 

..kneeling at the side of my bed at the end of a long day… 

I would ask for the strength to continue enduring this physical pain and illness.

I would ask for healing—of the body, and of the deeper ache in my heart.

I would ask for guidance and clarity for the medical professionals who care for me, and for success in their efforts.

But more than anything... 

I would ask Him to watch over my friend and her family—for their health, their safety, and their peace.

And if it is not meant to be in my future that she and I walk the same path, then I would ask that she find someone who will truly love and cherish her… 

..and that I somehow find the grace to be at peace with it all...

If I were to say a prayer..